My life is like a race car...



And all this time I never thought
that all we had would be all for naught

No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
cause you took this too far

Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
go with your instincts along with some bad advice
this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault.......
_Which to bury, us or the hatchet?



Why, oh why can't life be simple?
Why do I have to move on?
I hate "moving on".
Like my life will ever be the same.
Like I can forget all of you.
Like you were never there.....
Gone.
Forever.
Is that possible?
I love you guys.
But I'm tired of defending you.
Sick of hoping no one will catch you.
Why can't you change?
So we could all stay together.
Forever.
Friends.
I know if you don't stop.
I'll have to leave.
And that is the last thing I want.
But I have to do what is right.
Not what feels good.
So I ask you, one last time.
Will you stop?


Peace,
Jillian

9 comments:

  1. Good post.(: I like that song.

    Emj

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  2. OMG TOTALLY!!! he's really scaring me he just came up and prounounced his love for me it kinda freaked me out
    lol being emo is fine everyone has their emo days................oh ya...............WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    - Matthew 7:7-11

    - Bob

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